Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in fugitivus_fati's LiveJournal:

Monday, August 21st, 2006
12:01 am	Philosophical question... Is a nihilist considered to be emo? I would think that similar things are covered by both, but... They seem both to be distinct. (If nothing else, I guess if nothing truly exists, nothing truly matters...) In a way, lots of things are meaningless. Words have no true meaning... They merely hold what people give them. Of course, this doesn't change the fact that "chillax" is an affront to the English language as yet unmatched, but... Yeah. (Chill: Verb. Meaning to relax. Somehow became an adjective, meaning good for relaxing. WHY DO PEOPLE INSIST ON COMBINING THAT WORD WITH RELAX? It's like creating "leapjump". Argh...) On another note, it could be fun to be one of those real "fire and brimstone" type of preachers. I should try it sometime. (Long time, I know. Saw no reason to update... So I didn't.) There's still no such thing as destiny. I don't think I'll want to read this in 10 or 20 years (you know who you are, one-to-whom-this-is-directed). I still consider someone hitting someone else to be a bigger offense than someone raising their voice to someone else. I suspect that people who get over things incredibly quickly can only do it because they don't think. Insecurity is not solved by finding a significant other. Memories are meant to be stored as memories, not as photographs. Reflexive responses are weird. I think I somewhat understand why when I get challenged, I respond with an "I don't care!", but... I find there to be something sinister about the "Be happy, things could be worse!" philosophy. Believing that would imply that for a lot of people, things ARE worse... So in some way, you're gaining pleasure from others' pains. Fun stuff, no? Perpetual motion does not now, never did, and never will exist. Period. (On a similar note, "eternity" is a fake concept. It's like "all-powerful", it's just used to describe things that exceed boundaries of recognition, and don't actually fit their definition.) I suppose that's all for now... Haven't had any place to vent random thoughts. Like a million faces, I've recognized them all... And one by one they've all become a number as they fall. In the face of reason, I can take no more... One by one they've all become a black mark on the floor. (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
10:08 pm	Woo! Yes, I am VERY creative with my titles. ...DO NOT QUESTION ME, INSOLENT FOOL! Okay, now that we've got that out of the way... Spring break! Yay! Sick... not... yay... On the plus side, my friend got off of his charges... But neglected to tell me! Oh well... I suppose it's what I get for not having called him when he got brought up on them... Otherwise... hmm... Can't think of too much happening. There may be something, but nothing too big... Aside from staying up WAY too late talking on the phone. Can you see all of me? Walk into my mystery... Step inside and hold on for dear life! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
11:30 pm	Woo! Bored. Bored. 5000 games of Freecell since the start of the school year... That says something, doesn't it? It's not even that fun a game... It's just... argh. Addictive. Random realization: Don't try to take a nap in 40 minutes if you're me. It'll take you half an hour to fall asleep, and it'll do nothing but mess up your ability to walk for a few minutes. Another fact: People are idiots. The dumber, the louder. I also hate stairs. All 112 of them. And, of course, I have 5 classes tomorrow... one of them I don't have to go to (Physics recitation; the quiz we usually have in it was a take-home one we turned in in class today, and of course I DIDN'T notice that the answers were online...), but 3 of the other 4 I have tests in. Funfun. I had something worthwhile to say, but I forgot. Oh well. Perhaps I'll remember sometime. I'm on the wire; I'll never go down! I just know, just know the answer... You're in the fire! You'll never get away! We have to know, have to know the answer... (God... I've listened to that song TOO much...) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 20th, 2006
12:18 pm	Blah. This is me writing something. Don't expect this to happen too often. This is just one more thing I'm creating and neglecting, if anyone's wondering. Because that's what I do. Boredom kills. (2 Comments |Comment on this)